Well, ya know ladies i feel like this isnt my month ... I just dont FEEL anything at all
I am bitchy , and full feeling when i eat something kinda like AF is going to come early ...
Im 5 dpoIUI and it sucks to think we have to do this another month , im sick of tired of trying ,
but for some reason i just cant give up .... even though AF will come some how i muster up the
freackin energy to do this again ..... it's not the $$$ , it's the emoitionl toll it's taking on me. Im usually upbeat and ready for anything , but im sitting here crying looking outside it's about to rain and Im all alone and i just am so sick of waiting fo rmy turn ... there are so many woman out there that thinks 6 month's is a long time to get pg !! Try 1757 day's of this ... waiting game !
I just cant seem to climb out of this pitty hole for myself , i did laundry today and listened to my fav CD ... Words of Worship , but soon i just turned that OFF!....
O well ........................ I think i go take a shower yea 6 pm at night toget ready for bed ! yea i am so pitty full ..... it's amazing my dogs just look at me when i cry , i know my baby girl know's her momma is hurting .... BUT somehow i will dry my tears and be ok before my wonderful husband comes through that door in about 2 hr's ...... at least i have that anmount of time to cry my eyes out ..... i should be ok !! Well ........ later
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