Wednesday, August 29, 2007

10 DPIUI

Well, i had a dip yesterday and tested with FMU and SMU and both BFN !!!

I better just face it ... im not pg, im so crying im so hurt inside , my Dh has no clue that i have
been testing , he's so like you are pg everytime i turn around....

he's home today so i have to put on a happy face ...GRRRR and pretend all is ok
with the MY WORLD !
I know he's going to be so disapointed when he see's a bfn on his so called test date :
Sept 2nd my mother' s Bday.. O my !!

I feel like giving up , this is taking a toll on me ..... everymonth a BFN !!
But some how some way i muster up the way to do another cycle ..... GRRRRR
I hate my body and im so upset !!!
I have to get off here and ctoping crying before Dh get's home from starbucks with my coffee....sent him there so i could test !
later.................................

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